my place in this world

The wind is moving
But I am standing still
A life of pages
Waiting to be filled

A heart that's hopeful
A head that's full of dreams
But this becoming
Is harder than it seems

Feels like I'm
Looking for a reason
Roamin' through the night to find
My place in this world
My place in this world
Not a lot to lean on
I need your light to help me find
My place in this world
My place in this world

If there are millions
Down on their knees
Among the many
Can you still hear me

Hear me asking
Where do I belong?
Is there a vision
That I can call my own?

Show me, I'm
Looking for a reason
Roamin' through the night to find
My place in this world
My place in this world
Not a lot to lean on
I need your light to help me find
My place in this world
My place in this world

Lookin' for a reason
Roamin' through the night to find
My place in this world
My place in this world
Not a lot to lean on
I need your light to help me find
My place in this world
My place in this world

Lookin' for a reason
Roamin' through the night to find
My place in this world
My place in this world

i luv this song..sept its sad cuz thats how ive felt for the last few days....like at lunch,i sit with a bunch of guys and i was told last thursday that i didnt count as anyone at their table so i left mad and then i came back and sat with them today and another guy asked why i sat there if i had so many friends at other tables...i dont want to tell them cuz it would pretty much let everyone in on sumpthing ive only told kitty and they would sumhow find a reason or way to hold it against me....ur prolly thinking "if they r so bad why do u sit there"...i sit there because if i dont i feel like im missing sumpthing...they have very stupid conversations but they make me laugh....when we were on the cruise i sat a table during the chocolate lovers bars with a bunch of guys and a few girls and unlike the girls i thought their conversation was interresting and i followed it and it made me miss the lunch table i always sat at.. sad, i know..and it brings back certain memories that i need to be reminded of...especially the ones with ben..i guess i could also say that a reason ive felt kinda like i didnt belong is its the beginning of new classes..and last night more than any other time i felt really like i didnt belong was when i was with corrine tessa and sam..we were in the car on the way to a religous grouo training thing and we istened to christian music the whole way there..GRRR..not to mention i didnt know the songs now hear of the performers..thats was fun...NOT... ne ways..my life is perty boring..i prolly would have told kitty some of this except we just had our longest conversation in a few weeks..3 min...not to mention we r best friends....ne ways...ttyl bye...ps..dont be hesitant to comment..hint hint...

always and forever
TIF